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by Kristina Hanses

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1.
Especially Me 04:44
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Especially me You saw me trough you want to Want to see that no one is free I closed my eyes when you saw me I wanted to feel free Especially you Especially Me Especially You I’m sorry I was gone for a while but please don’t leave me here I’m sorry I was gone for a while but please don’t leave me here You blush you face when we are dancing I can taste in your breath that you want to kiss I try to hide my craving but I already got undressed Especially You Especially Me Especially You I’m sorry I was gone for a while but please don’t leave me here I understand emotions are strong but please don’t let love go I’m sorry I am wasting your time but please have a coffee with me Especially with me Especially you Especially me I am sorry I was gone for a while but please don’t leave me here I understand emotions are strong but please don’t let love go I am sorry I am wasting your time but please have a coffee with me Especially with me Especially you Especially me And you Especially me Especially you Especially me and you
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Life 03:47
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Life 1. One time at my Grandmas café I had a dream I always keep it in my heart That I had a husband, two kids and a garden and we were never apart. 2. Last night at Atomic Café I met a man, we took a ride in his car Afterwards life went dark and I felt an urge to be alone. I’ve been showering hot cause he just wanted to make love to my skin I’ve been throwing up believing I will forget my regrets Chorus: Oh Life wasn’t the way I imagine Oh Life wasn’t the way I imagine. 3. Since I always love to imagine, dive in to dreams skip reality Hard to facing my face, try to get what I am but I lost fidelity I am rushing time looking for something that could clear up my mind I been throwing up believing I could get rid of my mind Chorus: Oh Life wasn’t the way I imagine Oh Love wasn’t the way I imagine Oh War wasn’t the way I imagine Oh Life wasn’t the way I imagine I travelled back to my Grandmas café I met a ghost it followed me home Told me stories about past and future and I am not sure I’m holding on I called up my mum today imagine how she hold me in her arms I keep throwing up knowing that day my soul will have enough Chorus: Oh Life wasn’t the way I imagined. Oh Love wasn’t the way I imagined. Oh War wasn’t the way I imagined Oh Life wasn’t the way I imagined.
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Decoy 03:07
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Decoy Chorus: La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la You became my decoy La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la You became my decoy 1. Hadn’t find my defiance before I call it my sea Had everything in deficit 2. But namely, namely in the lately time so am I so naive I lived so deeply in my world Chorus: La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la You became my decoy 3. My wind moved around within my skin It cut all the flowers, Cause nothing could get me inspired 4. Someone who’s that God deflate me I’ve done mine to deepen Two years I tried not to breathe in Chorus: La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la You became my decoy La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la You became my decoy
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Dance so Fast 04:27
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Dance so fast Intro poem Don’t look back, don’t think back don’t sleep back… Should I continue? Don’t walk back don’t step back don’t breath back Like you want to desist you fighting with your fire You want to improve so you play with your desire As you need to be sure you keep friends as a structure You want to free your mind but only ash is growing from your inside I wish you dance so fast you didn’t look back I wish you dance so fast you didn’t look back Wish you dance so fast you didn’t think back Wow you didn’t think back In the moment you lie you fall some steps lower It’s not in your file not the way your human apply Like you want to resist, you are blowing out your fire You didn’t improve so you dye with your desires I wish you dance so fast you didn’t think back I wish you dance so fast you didn’t think back Wish you dance so fast you didn’t think back Wow but you always lean back Why you always lean back? Why you always lean back? You always think back Like you want to desist you are fighting with your fire You want to improve so you play with your desire In the moment you try you climb some steps higher Its there in your file when you are blowing on your fire I wish you dance so fast you didn’t look back I wish you dance so fast you didn’t look back I wish you dance so fast you didn’t think back Wow but you always lean back Yea, you always lean back Why are you always leaned back? Bridge: Don’t breathe the back air Don’t breathe the back air Don’t breathe the back air Don’t take the backdoor Don’t take the backdoor Don’t take the backdoor
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Mum 03:53
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Mum I squeeze myself into the corner, Mum won’t you lead me? I stopped to eat again, nothing can feed me Mum, can you see me? I feel lost again, nothing can heal me, Mum won’t you feed me? I’m so sorry, got so hard to object things Mum, can you place me? Chorus: I look into the wall all day and I wonder should I stay I look into the wall all day and I wonder should I pray I see two dimensions, Mum can you reach me? I see three dimensions Mum, won’t you reach me? Chorus: I look into the wall all day and I wonder should I stay I look into the wall all day and I wonder should I pray Wonder should I pray Wonder should I pray Chorus: I look into the wall all day and I wonder should I stay I look into the wall all day and I wonder should I pray I look into the wall all day and I wonder should I I look into the wall all day and I wonder should I pray Wonder should I pray Wonder should I pray Wonder should I stay Wonder should I pray Wonder should I stay Wonder should I stay?
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Rodrigo Pardo 03:58
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He came around when I was still with another man To be confused I had one guy in every hand Right in time, I’ve been sad for to long I took a chance and I followed him home. Rodrigo Pardo he showed me the stars, and I realised that time is always moving Chorus: I really love stars because stars are always shining Told him secrets in the sunny Westerpark, Doesn’t scare me cause the sky is full of stars Been wasting time singing sad songs I’m so glad I will follow him home Rodrigo Pardo, he showed me the stars and I realised that time is always moving. Chorus: I really love stars because stars are always shining I truly love stars because stars are never raining I really love stars because stars are sometimes falling I met him in Frascati performance bar He came to me and told me I was a star! We kept star signs in his telescope First I saw was the neighbour’s curtain stars Rodrigo Pardo he showed me the moon and I realised that time is never sleeping Chorus: I really love stars because stars are always shining Bridge: You are like a firecracker right in time to wake me up Looking trough our telescopes we love to research what things means Life could be a firecracker dying faster than we wish There must be a time machine cause stars are falling of the screen Chorus: I really love stars because stars are always shining I truly love stars because stars are never raining I really love stars because stars are sometimes falling
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Piece of Art 04:08
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Piece of Art Suddenly you said I’m like a piece of art Hey, you should have said those things before Do you remember when you swore over me? Because I cried over that I want to take my life Finally you cheated with another clown Damn, I cried but I guess it saved my life Will always smile when you laugh over me Cause your piece of heart no longer touch my heart Chorus: La la la la la la la la you maybe lied to me to find?! I don’t feel like I felt before but I am still feeling Finally I treat you like a piece of shit God I smiled but I went so touched I cried Suddenly you treat me like a famous queen God I die, I laugh until I cry Chorus: La la la la la la la la you maybe lied to me to find? I don’t cry like I cried before but I am still crying La la la la la la la la you maybe lied to me to find? Chorus: Lalalalalalalala you maybe lied to me to find? I don’t laugh like I used to do but I am still laughing Lalalalalalalala you maybe lied to me to find? I don’t touch like I touched before cause I stopped touching
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Mr. Italy 03:39
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Mr. Italy You gave me Amaretto a little bit of Italy Told me stories about living in a caravan You taught me circus tricks playing silly games and we changed our shoes Time flied by life was fun with You Little love for my heart and my heart will be fine You travelled far for me From Italy to Germany Chorus: Was it a lost time we had before? Sweet memories I don’t need them anymore. Most of the time things went embarrassing Like when Frenzy came serving croissants with marmalade We had just woke up Still undressed with ruffle hairdos Bridge: Hearts goes blue, hearts goes red Hearts make love and might fit Hearts that shine, heart lose heart Hearts will dye, hearts of love Chorus: Was it a lost time we had before? Sweet memories I don’t need them anymore. You left me a jacket with some cigarettes Wanting me to taste the memories But You left a empty bed and it’s to huge for me and Mr Teddy bear Chorus: Was it a lost time we had before? Sweet memories I don’t need them anymore. Was it a lost time we had before? Sweet memories I don’t need them anymore.
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Damned 04:50
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The Instruction Song 04:13
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I wish I was more like a robot Taking instructions how to be Yes, a little bit less sensitive So I would not wobble on my feet. I cannot take decisions Because there is thousands ways of doing things And I am afraid of make mistakes But I force myself going there Chorus: I am so sad, so unsatisfied about this instructions I am so bad so damn annoyed I cannot take a quick decision I am so sorry I cross the street I mean I crossed it when it was not even green And when I go shopping on Albert Hein I like to steal my favourite food Chorus: I am so sad, so unsatisfied about this instructions I am so bad so damn annoyed, I like to break the instructions I like to break the instructions
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My Right Arm 02:58
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My Right Arm I don’t like life Buy a few drinks before its time to go It’s done before the bar is packed Chorus: Saturday morning don’t come to soon, I need a little time to regret, last time I lost my shoes. The way for a group to the chips shop I can’t walk but I love to go So I got a guy on my right arm Towards the edge of a bed A circle of guys around my leather booths But I know how to watch my skirt Chorus: Saturday morning don’t come to close, I need a little time to reflect, last time I lost my skirt. Saturday morning don’t come to soon, I need a little time to react, last night I lost my purse. I don’t like life Buy a few drinks before its time to go It’s done before the bar is packed Saturday morning don’t come to soon, I need a little time to regret, last time I lost my shoes, last night I lost my purse, last time I lost my skirt, last night I lost my guy.
12.
Fucking Amsterdam 05:51
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Fucking Amsterdam I have pain in my river I’m freaking out, I start to shiver I believe I am pathetic I’m crying rivers over nothing Chorus: Hey, I don’t know where I am and still I left you Hey I don’t know who I am so I had to leave you. In one way I always leaving when I feel good Well, I’m addicted to challenge But it’s like I feel good when I feel bad Hey, I don’t know who I am Chorus: Hey, I don’t know where I am and still I left you Hey I don’t know who I am so I had to leave you.

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A tall, blond swedish pixie that sees herself more as a goblin some- times. Her songs range from happy-naive to mystic-melancholic.
Her musical philosophy and her individual expression combine acoustic singer-songwriter styles with electronic elements - always interspersed with the unexpected - alien noises, creative sound ideas and spontaneous vocal experiments. Some lyrics are a figment of poetic imagination, while some words draw a very realistic picture of her being, turning her inside out. Kristina neither thinks, composes nor lives in just one direction, but in many directions and its extensions. Her songs have to find out for themselves if they are asking questions or searching for answers.
Kristina shows her creative inner conflict and her free spirit not only in her music, but also through her whole artistic path. She not only amazes as a musician but also with her superior skills in dancing. She performs the disturbing beauty of her contemporary dancing on stages all over Europe since 3 years. And this abstract power of contemporary dance comes to life in her music, too. Needless to say that her dancing, the movements and the physicalness are a strong inspiration for her songs. Each of them is always so much more than just music.

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released December 12, 2020

Words & music by Kristina Hnase
Tracked, Mixed and Mastered by Andrew Cane
Arrangements by Andrew Cane
Produced by Andrew Cane

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